until consistency becomes you;
i cordially tell my inner troll to keep it down. making myself behave takes effort, but i want you in my life enough to change.
drowning in all these feelings, feelings of apathy. i think in terms of what needs to be done. anhedonia.
CV-building year
man, i rlly hate asking ppl for drugs. i feel like some low life hoodlum begging for a high.
Treated
I should’ve treated you more like a person, rather than a case that needed to be cracked.

